Disappointed.. but Glad

The way I used to see you, you were the most beautiful thing I had ever seen.
The way I used to know you, you were the smartest person I had ever met.
The way I used to think about you, you were the greatest man I had ever fallen in love with.

The way you used to see me, I was the love of your life
The way you used to think about me, I was the girl who you wanted to be with.
The way you used to know me, I was deeply in love with you.

Today, you decided not to look at me the ways you used to.
Today, I realized, you are none of those ways I used to see.

You took my life, my soul, and my belief away.
I doubted, how could you do that?
…but I saw no answer.

Today, when I heard things about you, I cried and then I laughed.
…disappointed but glad.

It happens so because I just learn… what I used to think about you were all wrong.
It happens so because I know… baby, your life is going down.

I still love you my love… but god knows, I hate you even more.