What is it?

Is this some kind of sadism?

I know I am going to cry again if I turn on that song… but I did.

I know I am going to miss you again if I look at our picture… but I did.

I know I am going to get hurt again if I think about you… but I always do.

I don’t understand why a jerk like you has such influence on my feelings.

Is it really because of you?

Or…

Is it just the song that makes me cry?

Is it just the gloomy weather that makes me wanna close my eyes forever?

Maybe it is not because of you after all…considering you are just a stink human who doesn’t know how use brain and doesn’t even have a heart.