Sometimes, it’s better not having to see or to know
But that… doesn’t change anything
Things that are happening…
Still happening
It hurts more when you know that there are two different sides of what you see
…when you know that the other side isn’t just a delusion
As much as you want it to be… it’s not

I don’t know why people hide things away from each other
They don’t know that it hurts others even more to have to pretend that nothing had happened
I could probably guess the intention of hiding
It maybe because they don’t want to hurt you
So they keep it away from you
But the fact that they do those things that they don’t want you to know, already hurts you more than anything

Why would you do that to someone who loves you…
If it’s the other way around, how would you feel?