It's good to have somebody in your life.
Because there are so many fucked up thing that will happen to us.
So many people out there who are going to hurt us somehow.
So, it's good to have somebody.
Somebody who you can lean on.
Somebody who will always be there for you no matter what, like a really great friend.
But what really happen when troubles hit us.
We try to solve.
We try to deal with it.
We are upset and mad at things.
We call to let that somebody know.
Really we just call to ask for sympathy.
To share feeling that it hurts us.
That all we want is encouragement, is hug, is kiss to tell us that all is going to be okay.
But somehow, that somebody just disagrees.
Just doesn't like how we handle things.
So, they want to make things right.
All they hear from you is "how can I make it right?" not "how can I get through this?"
They are not happy with the way you do.
They feel that they are being push away because we can't reason.
So, they leave.
Leave us in the dark by yourself because it's more important to make things right than to stop us from shaking because we are so damn upset.
The world is against us right now and there's not a person here.
What hurts the most isn't the trouble.
It's the fact that when it happens, there's nobody there to support you emotionally.
When things don't go the way people want, they just tell you that you're wrong, that they've had enough and walked away.
So what good does it do to have somebody when they are not there when you need them the most.
Somebody who won't give you many chances to be miserable because they will just snap and gone.
Because it's more important for them to be right than looking at us and just hurts by the fact that we're hurt. The fact that it's me who's is the dark and it's so easy like that for you to walk away.